ok origonaly this accout was supost to be a plz accout like but now i had a good idea of making this be my back up accout for some art i thought wouldn't be good enough for my other accout and i can't help but love the icon X3 and as for the mark and natalie stuff well im not sure about the charas couple at the moment because well mark has not talked to me since last wensday ;w; but i guess thats ok because im meeting new guys and i will say the truth i don't lie unless i have to i will always love mark no matter what because i trusted him with every little detail of my life and i know some of u are going to say to me "how can u love someone who cheated on u?!" well im not sure but mark will always hold a specail place in my heart and i will always cherish my memories of him...and im crying just thinking of them i will always try my best to not make u guys sad when i am and im sorry to all of u for the way i have been acting i was just a little sad about how he did leave me and i do dream for a second chance with him but if it doesn't happen then it doesn't i need to listen to myself more because i know i helped out quiet a few of u with your problems and i thank you for mine but everything happends for a reasion and nothing can change that i can see that now and im sorry to all of u that i made u feel sad u shouldn't feel sad because i do im happy i have sutch great friends i can count on whenever i am down liek devin flame rebecca absolhunter and many more u guys mean the world to me and i don't know how i can ever repay u guys and all of my friends who have the loves of their lifes i hope u guys are doing great i love all of you so much and it sadens me that you guys care for me and i can't return the favor...i wish i could see all of you and give u guys everything u could ever want but sadly i can't because quiet honestly i don't think i can but i wish i could and i will try my hardest to be my happy self again its just my heart is filled with lonlyness and sadness because im in my house all day with nothing to do but be on the computer or play video games and im not in that good of shape i will admit that but im not fat im 104 pounds but im not very strong sadly i can't even run fast i tire out too quickly and i really don't like my mom she has moments where i can love her but she won't even let me hang out with someone who is like a sister to me bisieds alyssa and is sadens me i really just hope u guys have a better life than me and if im not on for a bit its because i didn't do so good my first quarter of school i got mostly F's so yea and i can't put up my drawings for a bit because my phone is bused again -_-; and well hers some good news i have to go to the hospital soon because of my heart and well get it scaned(from july when i had to go to the emergency room remember?) but yea thats pretty much all i hav to say for now see ya guys around.

-Love
Natalie Faith Fox 10/13/09